2012
Trying to get as many steps away from the person I was last year.
I don’t want to get caught up in my own head and neglect situations/friendships, because that was a large part of my (depression) in 2011. Letting the constant worry about school and the future, plus the bevy of other issues that completely took over my being. I don’t want that mindset. I don’t want those feelings to continue.
I will be happy with myself and not let what happened to me four years ago dictate how I choose to go on (which I, admittedly, have been doing ever since it happened). All of the the mistakes I’ve made no longer matter, well they do, but they will no longer hold me back from doing, and saying what I want. I’m done hiding out, done letting my not-so-good mood ruin my days.
POSITIVITY— that’s where I’m headed.
I will be the confident, outgoing person I was before all of that shit went down.
I won’t run, I won’t hide.
This change is gonna happen.
